The funny thing is, I've never really intended to stop blogging. I'm not the type who would chat on the phone, neither the type who would faithfully write about their daily going-ons in a diary. So after a few months of my supposed farewell to the blogosphere, here I am again. Although there's a high probability that I'll disappear again for months.
Actually, I'm simply looking for a place to pen my current thoughts and feelings. Just to get it all out, and be done with it... hopefully?
I had a dream last night... or was it this morning? Dreamt of this guy whom I'd liked back in my uni days. After I woke up, I had this intense curiousity to find out what he's doing now. Afterall it's natural to be curious for we haven't been in touch after our graduation. So putting aside my ultra-urgent-and-already-overdue work review, I shamelessly went to snoop on the net for any news of him.
Friendster? Nada. Facebook(I'm not even a member)? Nope.
Googled his full name and all I got was some project group listing. Nickname?.. well he went by quite a few... and that was when I hit upon a webpage that gave me what I should have braced myself for, yet I strangely (or naively) didn't think about. So... that's how I found out that he's married... this year in fact... funny how so many people from my past had their wedding this year...
To my surprise, I'm not too upset with this piece of news... the numerous times I thought of him, I'd always entertained hope that he would still remain a bachelor... and... what then? Lol. Silly me.
Today's discovery is good for me. It's time to move on.